As a very young child who spent a lot of time online without any supervision, I was sexually abused by a huge multitude of men for over 5 years. I was used in child pornography, and was in potentially life-threatening situations on a regular basis. I grew up truly believing that I was a sexual object for men, and that was all I could ever be. The effects of this abuse led me to attempting suicide at the young age of 12. Thankfully, I survived and did not attempt it ever again. But I have lived with depression, anxiety, and a lack of self esteem. Being too ashamed to tell my story, I have kept it bottled up inside for years now. I hope that others know out there that they are not alone in suffering from childhood sexual abuse.